Eve couldn't concentrate on work today,no matter how hard she tried.
She fought the urge to pick up the phone and call A, literally pulling her hand back.
She had left yesterday in anger, as soon as they had walked through the door,neither willing to break the silence.
Eve had thrown a tantrum when as she looked up from an intent inspection of a pair of ankle length boots,she sought A out only to find her flirting with some guy.
A looked back and smiled,oblivious to eve's jealousy and got confused when eve just put the boots back carefully and walked out,ending their much anticipated day of shopping that had only just begun.
A had followed,wanting to know what was going on,but on reaching eve,she had been interupted mid-word but a hissed,'are you coming or would you rather go home with him?'
They hadn't exchanged another word on their way to A's place afterthat,eve feeling abit silly but not willing to analyse why,she wasn't going to justify her unreasonable jealousy,'if she felt it she felt it and that was that',she thought,setting her mouth sturbornly and for the rest of the drive determinedly looking out of her window.
A kept sighing and throwing her miserable looks that she pretended not to notice but was very aware of.
She had thrown her things in her overnight bag and left a confused A even more confused when she walked out with an angry ,'good day'.
A hadn't replied,which would have been useless anyway since eve had closed the door on her words.
Much as eve felt she was pushing the whole jealousy thing abit too far,she still felt unable to call and apologise,knowing that perhaps she had been waiting for that very moment all this time,when A would exchange any form of communication that bordered on civil with any man, for her to pass Her sentence.
She sighed miserably and tried to go back to work unsuccessfully,putting the phone call off once more.
28.6.10
23.6.10
'this tastes almost as good as you look',dana said,giving eve a long slow look as she licked the bar one chocolate milkshake off her lips.
They were sitted in a booth at panarotti's.
'you are too sweet',eve smiled shyly.
'am just stating a fact,you look ravishing....-am glad you made it,it was such short notice...'
'a good thing i had the day off,i wanted to see you today too,talk..'eve felt her stomach twist,she didn't like being the bearer of bad news.
'yes,me too..i feel we need to clear up afew things, like the chemistry i feel we share..'
'i know.. That's what i wanted to talk about', she nervously pushed her hair away from her eyes,
'i ummm, she is called A' eve blurted out, '.. it just came on and kinda hit me when i wasn't looking, i think am inlove with her...'
she trailed off uncomfortably and stole a peek at dana's face.
Dana reached a hand out and held eve's hand, ' it's ok, am glad you told me.. I do believe you led me on just a little bit back there though?'.
Eve smiled embarrased,' i know, and am so sorry, you are a great person and you deserved better treatment..i was just so confused'.
'it's ok, wrong timing..i was just a nick too late,' dana smiled self mockingly and rolled her eyed,they both laughed.
they looked at eachother for a very long minute,each thinking there own thoughts.
'we can be friends though right?', dana asked, unsure.
'of course, i didn't want to push it,i'd like that alot, thank you for being so understanding..'.eve squeezed dana's hand gently and let it go.
'which teams are playing today..,want to watch alittle soccer with me today friend?,' dana put into the silence that followed and they went on to discuss the soccer...
They were sitted in a booth at panarotti's.
'you are too sweet',eve smiled shyly.
'am just stating a fact,you look ravishing....-am glad you made it,it was such short notice...'
'a good thing i had the day off,i wanted to see you today too,talk..'eve felt her stomach twist,she didn't like being the bearer of bad news.
'yes,me too..i feel we need to clear up afew things, like the chemistry i feel we share..'
'i know.. That's what i wanted to talk about', she nervously pushed her hair away from her eyes,
'i ummm, she is called A' eve blurted out, '.. it just came on and kinda hit me when i wasn't looking, i think am inlove with her...'
she trailed off uncomfortably and stole a peek at dana's face.
Dana reached a hand out and held eve's hand, ' it's ok, am glad you told me.. I do believe you led me on just a little bit back there though?'.
Eve smiled embarrased,' i know, and am so sorry, you are a great person and you deserved better treatment..i was just so confused'.
'it's ok, wrong timing..i was just a nick too late,' dana smiled self mockingly and rolled her eyed,they both laughed.
they looked at eachother for a very long minute,each thinking there own thoughts.
'we can be friends though right?', dana asked, unsure.
'of course, i didn't want to push it,i'd like that alot, thank you for being so understanding..'.eve squeezed dana's hand gently and let it go.
'which teams are playing today..,want to watch alittle soccer with me today friend?,' dana put into the silence that followed and they went on to discuss the soccer...
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16.6.10
A night
Eve watched the outline of A's face framed by the moonlight,she wanted so much to reach out and cup her cheek in her palm but refrained from it because she didn't want to disturb what looked like a very beautiful sleep.
How so lovely she looked with her face so serene..
She turned on her back and watched the silent sky through the flimsy curtain,the night lights made star watching close to impossible but it was ok,she only wished to lay there and breathe softly,she childishly timed the rhythm of her heart to match that of A's.
Since saturday night,she had only gone back to her place to change clothes and pack some toiletry,they both couldn't get enough of eachother,she felt like she was losing her mind.
She thought back to saturday night and felt a stirring in her vagina,it had been so perfect,A had suggested she come over and they do a movie marathon,eve had rented the movies and A microwaved the popcorn.Snuggled on the couch,they had done very little watching and lots and lots of touching,eve had let A take the lead for she still didn't know the sensibility of what she was doing,she let herself be taken on the wave that then engulfed them both.
A's nipple in her mouth,oh so sweet,her hands down her back,rubbing,kneading,nails softly running down to her ass,squeezing tight..
A's mouth on her,licking ever so gently,sucking hard and then fast and then slow,her tongue dipping in and out of her,her moans coupled with A's till they were a crescendo and both of them breathing so hard had collapsed on the couch in a sweaty heap..
They had been at it all weekend and tonight hadn't been any different,she hadn't wanted anyone this much in a long time,and yet she still remained confused and scared.
She still chatted with dana and felt really bad for leading her on but felt like she needed some sort of surety,she was hoping this whole madness with A was only an infatuation that she would soon get over but even as she thought it,she knew she was lying to herself.
A stirred and reached for her,wrapping a very warm arm across her stomach and cupping her breast and a leg over her thigh,she purred contentedly and slept on,eve kissed her forehead and buried her face in her neck and breathed and later,much later,fell asleep.
How so lovely she looked with her face so serene..
She turned on her back and watched the silent sky through the flimsy curtain,the night lights made star watching close to impossible but it was ok,she only wished to lay there and breathe softly,she childishly timed the rhythm of her heart to match that of A's.
Since saturday night,she had only gone back to her place to change clothes and pack some toiletry,they both couldn't get enough of eachother,she felt like she was losing her mind.
She thought back to saturday night and felt a stirring in her vagina,it had been so perfect,A had suggested she come over and they do a movie marathon,eve had rented the movies and A microwaved the popcorn.Snuggled on the couch,they had done very little watching and lots and lots of touching,eve had let A take the lead for she still didn't know the sensibility of what she was doing,she let herself be taken on the wave that then engulfed them both.
A's nipple in her mouth,oh so sweet,her hands down her back,rubbing,kneading,nails softly running down to her ass,squeezing tight..
A's mouth on her,licking ever so gently,sucking hard and then fast and then slow,her tongue dipping in and out of her,her moans coupled with A's till they were a crescendo and both of them breathing so hard had collapsed on the couch in a sweaty heap..
They had been at it all weekend and tonight hadn't been any different,she hadn't wanted anyone this much in a long time,and yet she still remained confused and scared.
She still chatted with dana and felt really bad for leading her on but felt like she needed some sort of surety,she was hoping this whole madness with A was only an infatuation that she would soon get over but even as she thought it,she knew she was lying to herself.
A stirred and reached for her,wrapping a very warm arm across her stomach and cupping her breast and a leg over her thigh,she purred contentedly and slept on,eve kissed her forehead and buried her face in her neck and breathed and later,much later,fell asleep.
11.6.10
A day
This day wasn't going very well for eve,not at all. Talk about waking up on the wrong side of the bed,whoever first said that must have had one exactly similar to this.
She'd woken up with the mother of colds coming on, her throat was so scratchy she cd have sworn she had sand for dinner last night.
Which led her to wasting time in bed feeling sorry for herself and being late for work,the traffic was a nightmare! And why was it that when you needed them to be the dumbasses everyone knew and loved,taxi drivers got all law abiding on you??
She cd hardly contain her anger when the taxi stopped at yet another orange light,she gritted her teeth and forced back an insult,what was wrong with this man? Hadn't he attended the same rude,careless and madness classes that all taxi drivers attend?!,to make matters worse,the man next to her was giving her lecherous looks she didn't care very much for,and that thigh he kept rubbing against hers was totally uncalled for!.
It had been with an angry creased forehead that she had rushed into work to find her boss waiting impatiently,
'Right,How much more worse cd a morning get?' she thought and trugded in,she was soon to find out.
Apparently a client had come complaining about her homosexuality-saying she never wanted to be attended to by 'one of those ppl again'
She wanted to tell her boss to tell the client what to do with her middle finger but checked herself just in time..it was obviously going to be along day,she thought miserably..
She'd woken up with the mother of colds coming on, her throat was so scratchy she cd have sworn she had sand for dinner last night.
Which led her to wasting time in bed feeling sorry for herself and being late for work,the traffic was a nightmare! And why was it that when you needed them to be the dumbasses everyone knew and loved,taxi drivers got all law abiding on you??
She cd hardly contain her anger when the taxi stopped at yet another orange light,she gritted her teeth and forced back an insult,what was wrong with this man? Hadn't he attended the same rude,careless and madness classes that all taxi drivers attend?!,to make matters worse,the man next to her was giving her lecherous looks she didn't care very much for,and that thigh he kept rubbing against hers was totally uncalled for!.
It had been with an angry creased forehead that she had rushed into work to find her boss waiting impatiently,
'Right,How much more worse cd a morning get?' she thought and trugded in,she was soon to find out.
Apparently a client had come complaining about her homosexuality-saying she never wanted to be attended to by 'one of those ppl again'
She wanted to tell her boss to tell the client what to do with her middle finger but checked herself just in time..it was obviously going to be along day,she thought miserably..
10.6.10
A day
'hey' bleh wrote and sent a rose.
'hey stranger,where did you go?', eve sent a kiss.
'been around,it's you with the busy life,am married,it gets dull',bleh wrote,with the rolling eyes emoticon.
'lol,you know you love being married,how's wifey?',eve sent a smile.
'she is good,yea i love being married to her hot ass,i shdn't complain..,
how's everything with 'you know who'?',bleh smiled back.
'we had lunch yesterday,and a movie sunday..',eve sent a cheeky smile.
'ooooh,you've been busy little miss..i like,give me dirty details ASAP!'.
'it was awesome,laughing with her over the movie and shovelling buckets of popcorn in our mouths,we later had coffee and sat talking for ages..'
'i like her..but am confused,i met someone else saturday,at the picnic remember? We're supposed to hook up again sometime this week..she is hot!! And gay..'eve finished with a thinking face.
'I had such a great time with her,we walked and talked and laughed and talked some more,she is so funny and smart and and,gosh!'
Bleh sent a thinking face..
'hectic situation you got there,someone's na get burnt..'
'i know,but i don't want to make rush decisions and i like them both,damn! What to do????' with creased brows.
'Brb',bleh wrote and was gone for about ten minutes.
'sorry bout that,duty...' bleh wrote when she got back.
'it's cool',eve replied with a smile.
'i duno what you shd do either,who do you like most?'
'hmmm,A..iv known her longer and all,but you know the trouble with her..'
'yea',bleh was thinking
'you cd always turn her lesbian,it has happened before',bleh finished with a grin.
'you know that's not my game man,i don't wana be looking over my shoulder at every turn,nope!' eve ended with a sick face.
'so why don't you end it then?'
'coz i like her,coz am greedy like that,hehehe,i know i enjoy her company..daing what a mess!!'
'you can say that again..'
'eish,gota go babes,later ya?'eve wrote and logged off.
'later',bleh wrote promptily.
'hey stranger,where did you go?', eve sent a kiss.
'been around,it's you with the busy life,am married,it gets dull',bleh wrote,with the rolling eyes emoticon.
'lol,you know you love being married,how's wifey?',eve sent a smile.
'she is good,yea i love being married to her hot ass,i shdn't complain..,
how's everything with 'you know who'?',bleh smiled back.
'we had lunch yesterday,and a movie sunday..',eve sent a cheeky smile.
'ooooh,you've been busy little miss..i like,give me dirty details ASAP!'.
'it was awesome,laughing with her over the movie and shovelling buckets of popcorn in our mouths,we later had coffee and sat talking for ages..'
'i like her..but am confused,i met someone else saturday,at the picnic remember? We're supposed to hook up again sometime this week..she is hot!! And gay..'eve finished with a thinking face.
'I had such a great time with her,we walked and talked and laughed and talked some more,she is so funny and smart and and,gosh!'
Bleh sent a thinking face..
'hectic situation you got there,someone's na get burnt..'
'i know,but i don't want to make rush decisions and i like them both,damn! What to do????' with creased brows.
'Brb',bleh wrote and was gone for about ten minutes.
'sorry bout that,duty...' bleh wrote when she got back.
'it's cool',eve replied with a smile.
'i duno what you shd do either,who do you like most?'
'hmmm,A..iv known her longer and all,but you know the trouble with her..'
'yea',bleh was thinking
'you cd always turn her lesbian,it has happened before',bleh finished with a grin.
'you know that's not my game man,i don't wana be looking over my shoulder at every turn,nope!' eve ended with a sick face.
'so why don't you end it then?'
'coz i like her,coz am greedy like that,hehehe,i know i enjoy her company..daing what a mess!!'
'you can say that again..'
'eish,gota go babes,later ya?'eve wrote and logged off.
'later',bleh wrote promptily.
9.6.10
Today
An hour was all she had before she had to rush back to work.
She had dressed carefully for the day,a bright red long sweater,black patent shin length boots and navy blue skinny jeans. She had to admit,she looked hot.
Her long locks were tied up in a bun with a few loose ones framing her face.
They had agreed on a macdonalds,Eve stepped out of the taxi and half run the rest of the way there,she was alittle late,A was seated and immediately got up,they exchanged a tight hug and took their seats,proceeding to look at eachother for an eternally long moment,which was broken by A,
'what are you going to have?'.she smiled softly,looking so radiant.
'i duno,i'll just have whatever you are having,how's that?' eve cdn't string two coherent thoughts together,let alone decide what to eat,the sight of A was leaving her curiously unsettled.
She had dressed carefully for the day,a bright red long sweater,black patent shin length boots and navy blue skinny jeans. She had to admit,she looked hot.
Her long locks were tied up in a bun with a few loose ones framing her face.
They had agreed on a macdonalds,Eve stepped out of the taxi and half run the rest of the way there,she was alittle late,A was seated and immediately got up,they exchanged a tight hug and took their seats,proceeding to look at eachother for an eternally long moment,which was broken by A,
'what are you going to have?'.she smiled softly,looking so radiant.
'i duno,i'll just have whatever you are having,how's that?' eve cdn't string two coherent thoughts together,let alone decide what to eat,the sight of A was leaving her curiously unsettled.
8.6.10
A day
Eve was having a crazy morning at work,and to top it off,she had 3 women to chat to,
'oh the life of the famous',she thought,giggling naughtyly to herself.
Dana was raving about how much fun she'd had with her,and that now she'd seen her,she cdn't get her out of her head. She told her all this in a long inbox that left eve feeling very elated,she'd liked dana too,she was such an interesting person,she had the nicest laugh and it came so easily.hmmm
A cdn't wait to see her again,
'can we have lunch together sometime soon?', She wrote,'i just can't see to get enough of your face..or you..
'
Eve was beginning to get scared about A,for starters,A seemed to be falling for her real hard,feelings eve wasn't entirely immune to, she felt selfish for encouraging her but she did like it,gosh!
And She did want to have that lunch with her too and she told her as much in the reply.
'Do you have a girl friend? Or love interest for that matter',nto asked and eve laughed to herself.
'You cd say that',she replied,'i don't really have a girlfriend..,but love interest(s)....,yes,that/those i do have.you?
'
'I don't have a girlfriend either',nto wrote back,'but there is someone i think i kinda like...'
'Why don't you have one?'
Eve was genuinely curious,nto seemed such a fascinating person,and her pictures looked great.
'Lol,i duno,i haven't met anyone i like who likes me i guess..
I did like someone,but i was too chicken to tell her,so yea'..nto finished off vagely
'ok..,it's never easy to find someone to like is it?',eve replied,thinking once you did find someone though,the they all came flooding to you.
'no,it's not..,and once you do find that person,then they are probably taken or you can't tell them coz you are scared of rejection and spoiling whatever friendship you feel is there..'nto felt she had gone alittle too far with that narrative,she didn't want to scare eve away with any confessions just yet.
She cdn't explain what drew her to this woman,she hadn't felt this way about anyone in a long time.
She hoped..hoped so badly..
'oh the life of the famous',she thought,giggling naughtyly to herself.
Dana was raving about how much fun she'd had with her,and that now she'd seen her,she cdn't get her out of her head. She told her all this in a long inbox that left eve feeling very elated,she'd liked dana too,she was such an interesting person,she had the nicest laugh and it came so easily.hmmm
A cdn't wait to see her again,
'can we have lunch together sometime soon?', She wrote,'i just can't see to get enough of your face..or you..
'
Eve was beginning to get scared about A,for starters,A seemed to be falling for her real hard,feelings eve wasn't entirely immune to, she felt selfish for encouraging her but she did like it,gosh!
And She did want to have that lunch with her too and she told her as much in the reply.
'Do you have a girl friend? Or love interest for that matter',nto asked and eve laughed to herself.
'You cd say that',she replied,'i don't really have a girlfriend..,but love interest(s)....,yes,that/those i do have.you?
'
'I don't have a girlfriend either',nto wrote back,'but there is someone i think i kinda like...'
'Why don't you have one?'
Eve was genuinely curious,nto seemed such a fascinating person,and her pictures looked great.
'Lol,i duno,i haven't met anyone i like who likes me i guess..
I did like someone,but i was too chicken to tell her,so yea'..nto finished off vagely
'ok..,it's never easy to find someone to like is it?',eve replied,thinking once you did find someone though,the they all came flooding to you.
'no,it's not..,and once you do find that person,then they are probably taken or you can't tell them coz you are scared of rejection and spoiling whatever friendship you feel is there..'nto felt she had gone alittle too far with that narrative,she didn't want to scare eve away with any confessions just yet.
She cdn't explain what drew her to this woman,she hadn't felt this way about anyone in a long time.
She hoped..hoped so badly..
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