Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Farewells are bade,
I so miss you!...
Eve read the tiny card as she absentmindedly stirred her coffee.
Dana had left awhile back but not before making her breakfast - scrambled eggs,lightly done as she loved them,a slice of whole wheat bread and afew slices of french polony.
laying back against the puffed up pillow and she ate in thought.
She felt alittle tag at her heart,and yet now she thought of nto constantly,she couldn't figure out why,perhaps she was shielding herself from getting hurt again.
Dana constantly told her she loved her,simply,subtly,expecting nothing and getting no i love yous back.
Somehow eve couldn't get it out,the words stuck in her head and throat,unable to come out,although she couldn't deny she loved her,alot more now than even before,and that too was scary.
29.11.10
15.11.10
pandora's box ajar.
Nto left the next morning,the night before hadn't been discussed at all.
As she got ready,they talked about the mandane,made coffee,made breakfast,eve whipped up scrambled eggs and they had it with slightly burnt toast,later,they took off nto's t-shirt and then her jeans and made love on the one sofa in the room.
Tasting the breakfast on eachother's lips,and then tasting cunt and later,the two tastes merging.
They had to make an effort not to do it all day.
Eve drove Nto back to her place,the old reliable beetle spurting fumes in the easy sunday traffic.
Much Later after eve had cleaned up and rid the flat of any evidence of the night before,dana came over,if she noticed eve's pensive mood,not much was let on.
Eve didn't know how it was all going to pun out,but for the mean time,she wasn't going to rock any boats.
she was prepared to wait this one out.
As she got ready,they talked about the mandane,made coffee,made breakfast,eve whipped up scrambled eggs and they had it with slightly burnt toast,later,they took off nto's t-shirt and then her jeans and made love on the one sofa in the room.
Tasting the breakfast on eachother's lips,and then tasting cunt and later,the two tastes merging.
They had to make an effort not to do it all day.
Eve drove Nto back to her place,the old reliable beetle spurting fumes in the easy sunday traffic.
Much Later after eve had cleaned up and rid the flat of any evidence of the night before,dana came over,if she noticed eve's pensive mood,not much was let on.
Eve didn't know how it was all going to pun out,but for the mean time,she wasn't going to rock any boats.
she was prepared to wait this one out.
9.11.10
A day in a lesbian's life: Guilty rendez-vous
A day in a lesbian's life: Guilty rendez-vous: "They met at a bar in ghandi square,eve suggested it,although she could never remember what it was called for the life of her. They sat at a ..."
Guilty rendez-vous
They met at a bar in ghandi square,eve suggested it,although she could never remember what it was called for the life of her.
They sat at a wooden bench,eve sipped on a gin and tonic and nto had a heineken,there was smoke from the braai afew feet away but it mostly blew in the opposite direction from them-driven by the wind,house music played loudly from the numerous speakers.
They talked.
First shy,eyes not meeting,smiles uncertain,slight.
Later-much bolder..from religion and mind control,they moved to milk shakes and ice cream flavours,and then love,that they both felt for their partners.
Two hours were over too soon,they both still nursed their drinks,it was five in the evening.
Eve had declined dana's request to spend the saturday afternoon together,siting exhaustion as her excuse.
Later as they sat In eve's 1974 vw beetle,nto expressed how cool it was,she'd always wanted one of them.
Eve said it was her pride and joy.
For the rest of the drive back to eve's,they didn't talk much,she drummed her fingers against the steering every time they stopped at a traffic light,nto looked outside,taking such an interest in the buildings flying by.
When they got to eve's,she politely asked if nto wanted anything to drink or eat,nto simply walked over to her,pushed her against the wall and kissed her deeply,in seconds,clothes were flying off their bodies every which way.
They made love,for most of the evening and later into the night.
None brought up the subject of their respective partners,somethings were better left unsaid.
They sat at a wooden bench,eve sipped on a gin and tonic and nto had a heineken,there was smoke from the braai afew feet away but it mostly blew in the opposite direction from them-driven by the wind,house music played loudly from the numerous speakers.
They talked.
First shy,eyes not meeting,smiles uncertain,slight.
Later-much bolder..from religion and mind control,they moved to milk shakes and ice cream flavours,and then love,that they both felt for their partners.
Two hours were over too soon,they both still nursed their drinks,it was five in the evening.
Eve had declined dana's request to spend the saturday afternoon together,siting exhaustion as her excuse.
Later as they sat In eve's 1974 vw beetle,nto expressed how cool it was,she'd always wanted one of them.
Eve said it was her pride and joy.
For the rest of the drive back to eve's,they didn't talk much,she drummed her fingers against the steering every time they stopped at a traffic light,nto looked outside,taking such an interest in the buildings flying by.
When they got to eve's,she politely asked if nto wanted anything to drink or eat,nto simply walked over to her,pushed her against the wall and kissed her deeply,in seconds,clothes were flying off their bodies every which way.
They made love,for most of the evening and later into the night.
None brought up the subject of their respective partners,somethings were better left unsaid.
2.11.10
A day in a lesbian's life: Awakened demons
A day in a lesbian's life: Awakened demons: "For eve the dynamics of their relationships had changed irrevocably. She could not give as freely as before and found herself pushing the bi..."
Awakened demons
For eve the dynamics of their relationships had changed irrevocably. She could not give as freely as before and found herself pushing the bile of resentment down,forcefully willing it away without much success.
She had presumed them to be on the same footing and been proved wrong and was very wary now.
Nto had made a reappearance,she felt inclined to insure her heart and feelings somewhat.
The chats they had shared in the wine stained nights had kept her sane after dana left and now they continued to chat as frequently.
Nto had a girlfriend too but theirs was a very complicated affair,the complexities of their respective relationships found these two now strongly drawn to eachother.
The suggestion to meet had been nto's.
Thrown into an afternoon chat impulsively,it left them both tingly with excitement.
much as neither hinted at it,they both knew that there was much more that lay in store that nothing could stop from happening.
The meeting was scheduled for saturday,that friday night neither caught a wink.
Eve was surprised at how little remorse she experienced at the beckoning adventure,on the contrary,she found it brought her such pleasure.
She had presumed them to be on the same footing and been proved wrong and was very wary now.
Nto had made a reappearance,she felt inclined to insure her heart and feelings somewhat.
The chats they had shared in the wine stained nights had kept her sane after dana left and now they continued to chat as frequently.
Nto had a girlfriend too but theirs was a very complicated affair,the complexities of their respective relationships found these two now strongly drawn to eachother.
The suggestion to meet had been nto's.
Thrown into an afternoon chat impulsively,it left them both tingly with excitement.
much as neither hinted at it,they both knew that there was much more that lay in store that nothing could stop from happening.
The meeting was scheduled for saturday,that friday night neither caught a wink.
Eve was surprised at how little remorse she experienced at the beckoning adventure,on the contrary,she found it brought her such pleasure.
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